Whew… I just want to shout. I feel so bored right now. I was supposed to be happy as I’m not doing anything - exact opposite. After working so damn hard from my previous job, it feels so weird to do nothing at all. For the past three weeks, all I have to do is following up samples from our sample room and doing some clerical stuff then go back to my computer and access internet all day long. Being used to hard work but low pay job certainly affected my situation today. I can feel guilt all over me as I’m having a good paying job but nothing to do. I play now a role of an assistant so most of the time, all my works depends on what I will be told to do so. It does feel weird and sometimes pride intervenes but thank God he gave me patience.
To at least feel productive, I’m doing this blog. It’s 4:43 PM, all the local (Cambodian) employees went home already but those foreign employees like me have to stay until 6:00 PM which is dinner time. I was informed by a colleague that I am lucky to enter this company during company’s low season so to speak. This is not a complain but just out of curiosity, why is that if you are working in a garment factory, living inside the compound of the company and you’re a foreigner you cannot just leave your table even after working hours. You have to act as if you’re so busy to please your boss. Well, I’m just bored that is why I am able to say these kinds of words. I know that when peak season comes, I will be beating my own butts off. As my boss keeps on telling me I need to grow-up as soon as I can.
I pray to God to bless with wisdom – in decision makings; patience – in dealing with people; health – to endure physical pain and faith that nothing in this world is more than GOD.
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