Time

Time is one of the most important essences of life. One can be rich with proper disposition of time. Struggling in this competitive life leads us to so many distractions.

We got goals we want to achieve. We got dreams we want to fulfill. And yet, there are tons of obstacles that will stall us to nothing. Individuals who embody discipline in their lives are admirable people. Discipline maximizes time. There are individuals who run their lives with passion on being in order, everything must be properly planned.

There are individuals who are laid back, appreciate what is in store for today and face tomorrow when It comes. Either of these choices is understandable. One must live life according to comfort and not to conformity.

Time is truly magical. People have different perception how to spend time. There are these individuals who spent until their last second based on what they planned beforehand. They don’t like surprises and freaks out easily if anything suddenly came out of hand. Truly astonishing. My personal belief, leaders usually comes from
this niche of society. Everything is in order, and their imagination run until the far flung futures. They maximize what was left from yesterday; take the most out of today and their imagination reaps the fruits of tomorrow.

Time is passion. Individuals who can still smile after a long period of disappointment are admirable. Striving for something and suddenly at the end of the day you receive nothing, is quite a nuisance. Rather than squirming they go home with a smile and consider it a challenging day. These people inspire me. They take life with so much patience and being with them make the world seems a better place.

Life and Love

The saddest thing in life is being away from the people you love. The saddest moment is when you are down and no shoulder to cry on. Life on earth is a challenging path. Many times it will make you crazy but with an open mind and heart these challenges make human beings shimmer like a gold in proper time.

I had to be honest to myself, these so called challenges in life are quite too heavy for me. Maybe I don’t have that much open mind and heart. Maybe I am a coward to face reality of life. Maybe’s exists during moment of doubts and confusions. But I have to keep going on. One can always choose to give up the fight. But does it mean giving up the fight means giving up a dream? Or maybe giving up on something that cannot bring out the best of oneself is a good opportunity for an individual to search the deeper meaning of life.

Life is love. Love is life. And when we live with love, we seek perfection as love is perfect. I love this life as God trusted unto me this life. Thus, only with God’s grace, I must reiterate, ONLY WITH GOD’S GRACE, I can live life.

Inspiration

Inspirations in our lives come in different forms. This week is one of the most inspiring week for me. I met great people who inspired me to do better and appreciate the life that I have now. Daniel Kwan, Barbara Notebaert and Nicole Deken are people who are committed to their jobs. They perform there jobs with a certain passion that i cannot describe.For a short span of time being with them, they inspired me. Some people may not understand me but i love to interact with different people as it helps me to appreciate more what i have. I believe that as long as someone has an open mind,the greatness and passion of people that surrounds you are like electric current that will create a spark in your life. These three people I just mentioned did it to me. Too bad I was too coward to let loose of myself and tell them know how much I appreciate meeting them and thank them for the impact how it will affect in my life in the future. The great memories and ideas learned will be engraved in my mind and my heart . Stuck somewhere in the back of my mind, wherein I can pull strength incase of weakness.

I miss them already. I wish I can still see them someday.

In span of almost a year now, working in Winning Sportswears is indeed a life changing period of my life. I didn’t cry much compared when I was in Cambodia. The best thing that happened to me in this company are the priceless lessons in life. There is Phyllis Wu and Chris Wenstein that I will also never forget. People you meet in an hour meeting in exchage of life time lessons. Sylvan Balieu is another guy who made me believe that I can do things that I never expected I will be able to do so.

Suffering here, frustrations there, pressure, stress, tears and yet this is a great life indeed because of inspiring people like them.

Essence of Time

Time is one of the most important essences of life. One can be rich with proper disposition of time. Struggling in this competitive life leads us to so many distractions.

We got goals we want to achieve. We got dreams we want to fulfill. And yet, there are tons of obstacles that will stall us to nothing. Individuals who embody discipline in their lives are admirable people. Discipline maximizes time. There are individuals who run their lives with passion on being in order, everything must be properly planned.

There are individuals who are laid back, appreciate what is in store for today and face tomorrow when It comes. Either of these choices is understandable. One must live life according to comfort and not to conformity.

Time is truly magical. People have different perception how to spend time. There are these individuals who spent until their last second based on what they planned beforehand. They don’t like surprises and freaks out easily if anything suddenly came out of hand. Truly astonishing. My personal belief, leaders usually comes from
this niche of society. Everything is in order, and their imagination run until the far flung futures. They maximize what was left from yesterday; take the most out of today and their imagination reaps the fruits of tomorrow.

Time is passion. Individuals who can still smile after a long period of disappointment are admirable. Striving for something and suddenly at the end of the day you receive nothing, is quite a nuisance. Rather than squirming they go home with a smile and consider it a challenging day. These people inspire me. They take life with so much patience and being with them make the world seems a better place.

In whichever way we spend our time, may it bring out our purpose and nothing but the best in us.

Paranoia at Work

I have been angry with myself for awhile as I cannot understand with all the blessings that come my way I am still filled with anxiety and fear. Every day coming to work is becoming a pain and uncertainties creeps my head to the extent that I can’t be productive anymore.

I am trying for the past 10 month to cope up with the new working situation I am in but the longer time I am in here, the more it becomes harder for me. I don’t care spending long hours of work and sleepless nights. What I care the most is about the quality of my work. I feel that I am not worthy of the position. I feel that I am not doing enough to perform my obligations. There are lots of things to be done and deadlines to be met. Unfortunately, I got lot of it I cannot finish on time.

Doubt on my capacity and leadership lingers in me most of the time. Unmet needs by buyers leave me disgusted over myself.The wost thing is that I am trying to inspire people around me to make them feel good about working and bring out the best of themselves while I am crashing and breaking inside. I feel so imbecile when there are times that I cannot fight for them and insist to other people that we are right.

Decision makings are harder to implement as I have stepped into a new arena which my knowledge is comparable to an infant. Coward as I call myself for the times that I tried to run away from the situation that I am in.

May God help me that I may not go insane if this paranoia won’t stop soon.