Definitely We Have A Purpose

In our so called life, I personally believe that each and everyone was given a purpose that we must fulfill at the right time. We were not created just to occupy a space but rather we are meant for something special or let’s just say we are on a mission. When I was in fourth grade, I was already aware that the life given was full of mysteries. I was amazed how my life revolves around my family. I was mesmerized how my parents lives revolve around us, their children. In those times I was so aware how my teachers and my classmates were affecting my everyday endeavors and little by little creating a change in my character.

There are times that I caught myself staring at someone for a long period of time and thinking who is he/she?, what is he/she doing?, why is he/she doing it? What is his/her life all about? How does it feel to be in his/her shoes? I got easily curious of anything or anyone that catches my attention or my sight. Sometimes I got angry and reminds myself that it is non of my business.

But then again, if others business is really non of my business how come our lives are entangled with one another. In the beginning, our lives were born on this world through another life. If others business is really non of my business how come any decision we make, may it be worst or good in result will affect another life. There are times that I got paranoid and get really curious of everything that is happening around me. I know for the fact that I should not let another life succumb me to misery but how come most of the times the happiness we are succumb to
are coming from another life. If another life can make us happy then we should accept the fact that they can definitely give us misery.

I will be on my 29th year living on this planet. And until now, my eagerness to find out how to fullfill what is my life all about stirs my curiosity. It keeps me wandering and wondering. I want and I do believe that some day I will prove to this world that I am not just a matter who occupies space. I am a God’s servant that in proper time will fulfill a mission and my purpose in this life time.

And I am Telling You...

it doesn’t matter what they say
you always brighten up my day
life maybe be cruel at times
continue to fight hold on tight

insanity denies the truth
belies reality and succumb to envy
this is just the beginning
face them without giving in.

never stoop lower than your morals
never compromise your life
in time you will reap what you sow
in time they will believe in awe.

Today

my world crumbles at my feet
without you my life is incomplete
it may not make sense to you
i could not live a day without you

my spirit soars so high
everytime i see you smile
it pains me to realize
why i had to make disguise

i could not get enough of life
thinking you can never be mine
do you ever feel this way
did you ever think of me today?

My Angel

a pang of jealousy cuts my heart.
selfish love forever i will hide.
for i know you can never be mine.
why heart is so damn blind.

for all this time why is has to be you
so impossible i can’t believe its true
it does hurt as to realize it can’t be
to let me love you so freely

if life is not fair so it is with love
you can never choose
most of the time you will loose
i will keep my sane and wait in vain

my agony might kill me someday
i wont regret i won’t hesitate
to die for loving an angel like you
in my next life hope it can be me and you.

Mapangahas

humugot ako ng lakas mula sa hirap na dala
pighati at dusa sa damdamin nakatalaga
malugod na tinanggap pangyayari sa twina
umaasang lungkot mapapalitan ng ligaya

ni minsan hindi ko hinangad na makasakit sa kapwa
subalit bakit ayaw tumigil sa iyong pangungutya
bagkus kung ituring aking kapintasan ay sumpa
ni minsan hindi mo ba naitanong perpekto ka bang nilikha?

tikom ang aking bibig sa mga panunya at sumbat
ako ay maghihintay sa tamang panahon at hudyat
hindi ko hahayaan puri at kamay ay marungisan
ng maruming dugo na nananalaytay sa iyong kaibutiran

ang pangalawang pagkakataon kung iyong hihilingin
ni minsan hindi ipagkakait ibibigay ng buong giliw.
iyo lamang pagkatandain aking kaibigan.
maging mapag unawa sa kapwa at, puso ay buksan.

iwasang iliko at sarili ay gawing palalo
magtanim ng kabutihan,punuin ang puso ng kaligayahan
ang pagibig sa dyos at sa kapwa nararapat ipaglaban
tunay na tagumpay sa dyos makakamtan

Special and Important

i never thought it could happen
in you i will find me
though miles apart we are situated
as if you are just beside me

when i’m scared and tired
your humor calm me
when did we know each other?
it doesn’t matter to me

for others it may be weird
a friend in you i found indeed
a moment i will forever treasure
the end i don’t want to measure

shallow to the world it may seems
but heaven is my witness
my heart does hurt and cry
whenever you are not alright

your happiness is all i wish
sometimes dreams may seem out of reach
don’t give up on your struggles
raise it to god for him to handle

we may not be forever young.
in time we will be gray and old.
i don’t care how soon all will be done.
i thank god for once in my life you had come.

May Adik

salat man sa yaman iyong pinagmulan
hindi pumayag pangarap ay hindi ipaglaban
mulat sa katotohan ng hirap buhay
diyos, pamilya at kaibigan ang naging kaagapay

hindi nadadala sa pusok ng damdamin
bagkus sa hirap ng kalooban panlaban ay panalangin
hindi nag-iipon ng galit sa dibdib
paghihiganti ni hindi mabanggit ng bibig

isa kang bituin sa tamang panahon magnining ning
puso mong busilak sa putik huwag isadlak
maraming tao ang sa iyo ngayon nakapaligid
iyong tamang pag kaingatan at iwasan ang mga ganid.

habang ikaw ay umiindayog paitaas
maging mapagmatyag sa iyong landas
hindi maiiwasan mga palasong naglipana.
sa iyong likod maaaring tumama.

masaktan ka man at lumuha ng sumandali
tanging mong alalahanin ang iyong minimithi
ipaglaban ang pangarap para sa pamilya
ipaglaban na sila iahon mo sa dusa

ni minsan huwag kakalimutan tumawag sa itaas
sa kanya ka humingi ng lakas,
hindi upang matutong lumaban sa mga pantas
kundi upang puso mo sa pang unawa mas maging wagas.

Crazy Thing Called Love

i see the stars thru your eyes
i see rainbow everytime you smile
i’d been wondering what is happening
i don’t want to wake up if im dreaming

life is a puzzle, life is a mystery
life is beautiful as it can be
as reality is killing me
let me daydream and be merry

shadows still scare me at night
thinking of you give me broad daylight
i feel everything will be alright.
when i imagine you are holding me so tight.